Ambush

You surprised my heart with an attack
Declaring war on my insides
With weapons never
Intended for conflict

You shot shit not from a bull
But a beast in human form
Even a guerrilla wouldn’t
Commit to those tactics

You agreed upon nonviolence
With plastic promises and cosmetic lies
Yet the paint on your face
Confirmed you were still in battle

You engaged without bloodshed
For you preferred the shedding of tears
A smile dropped here and a smile dropped there
You blew me up with peaceful kisses
The bombs of seductive love

I’m glad our one-sided struggle ended when it did
I would’ve never survived a nuclear relationship

$ea of Green (Song + Lyrics)

[Chorus]
Got the rain you wanted from me
You and I could dance in a sea of green
Made it rain at a few parties
I know that’s not what you expected from me

[Verse 1]
Finally got that high-paying job I never wanted
Gave up all my dreams just so you could flaunt it
Have all the things now you always said you wanted it
But you don’t want me?

Made more money in an hour than you’ve ever seen
Don’t understand why you’re not listening to me

You said you’d stay but you always seem to leave
Everyone bleeds red, somehow I bleed green

Being successful ain’t all it’s cracked up to be
When I was broke, you always seemed to love me
I could buy you anything you want or need
But that hasn’t stopped you from forgetting me?

mmm-hmmm
mmm-hmmm

[Verse 2]
For you I guess love is temporary
So how do you expect to find an eternity?
Not every man can love unconditionally
In the future I’m sure you’ll know exactly what I mean

You’re not a gold digger, I finally see
All you ever wanted was some security
Guess now I got more than potential, baby
So why the hell are you still gonna leave?

Made it to the top of the mountain, you see
But I thought that you’d be standing there with me
So I’m not really as happy as I should be
And I can’t even smile or breathe

[Chorus]
Got the rain you wanted from me
You and I could dance in a sea of green
Made it rain at a few parties
I know that’s not what you expected from me

Got the rain you wanted from me
You and I could dance in a sea of green
Made it rain for a new baddie
I know that’s what you said you wanted for me