I don’t love you
I know that now.
Perhaps I did at first
But I’m unsure.
I’ve overthought the subject of us more than once
Concluded only this: I care for you
In a way that far exceeds love’s feebleness
And in words that are yet to even exist.
I don’t love you
I know that now.
Perhaps I did at first
But I’m unsure.
I’ve overthought the subject of us more than once
Concluded only this: I care for you
In a way that far exceeds love’s feebleness
And in words that are yet to even exist.
We’ve never raised a voice
Nor slammed a door
Yet still we engage in these epic apology wars:
Saying sorry for nothing
That needs saying sorry for.
[Verse 1]
We were not next of kin
We weren’t even friends
A relationship seemed
Impossible then
[Pre-Chorus]
But then we found, we found
What we should’ve never found
We couldn’t drown, couldn’t drown
What we should’ve never found
[Chorus]
We made a loveship
And it’s just how it sounds
We’re in a loveship
And we’re never coming down
We’re in a loveship
Sounds hip, kids want this now
We’re in a loveship
And we’re never coming down, no
We’re never coming down, no
We’re never coming down
[Verse 2]
We thought not to trust
We’d be friends and not lust
A relationship seemed
Impossible to us
[Pre-Chorus]
But then we found, we found
What we should’ve never found
We couldn’t drown, couldn’t drown
What we should’ve never found
[Chorus]
We made a loveship
And it’s just how it sounds
We’re in a loveship
And we’re never coming down
We’re in a loveship
Sounds hip, kids want this now
We’re in a loveship
And we’re never coming down
We made a loveship
And it’s just how it sounds
We’re in a loveship
And we’re never coming down
We’re in a loveship
Sounds hip, kids want this now
We’re in a loveship
And we’re never coming down, no
We’re never coming down, no
We’re never coming down
I don’t know the perfume of your skin
But I bet it’s some poetry
I don’t know the flavor of your lips
But I’m sure it’s sweet and savory
I don’t know the beauty of your walk
But I’m thinking rather divinely
I don’t know the shape of your love
But I’m guessing it’s extraordinary
I do know, however, the rarity of your face
And, my darling, it’s some kind of poetry
So I have this issue and
there’s no exact medical term for it.
But when I look into your eyes
I’m transported to a place where
it always rains sunshine.
And maybe that doesn’t sound like an issue.
But when I really, really miss you
it feels like some incurable disease
akin to an elephant using my chest as a scale
or a vampire sucking my soul through a straw.
So yeah, I have this issue, I think
where I fall deeper in love
with you every nanosecond.
And maybe you have it, too?
I have this puzzle
A map of the world
Which I’ve been putting
Together in private
And amorously slow
Not because I’m unsure of
The location of the pieces
But rather I wanted to rearrange the globe
So our countries aren’t
Disconnected by a sea
It took six seemingly endless months
But it was nothing, really
A few necessary adjustments
Even when it’s make-believe
I always place you next to me
Your love was something like a butterfly:
Beautiful one day
Dead the next.
When we met
Your brain was nutty
Mine was like jelly
It is no wonder that
Our relationship is toast
I grew up down the street
From a seminary
A very spacious place
Sprawling buildings
Acres of green
Fences all around and tennis courts
Something almost like a fairy tale
But that’s not really the point
I’m about to go there now
Not to admire the beauty
But to enlist my soul
To another kind of heavenly devotion
This might sound trite
But if I can’t have you
I’d prefer to stay unloved
How could I ever move on
With anyone who doesn’t
Have your name?
Your face?
Your voice?
I swear, only God could compare.
[Verse 1]
I was torn in two
When you left that day
Was I forcing you
To always stay?
I had no clue
You would run away
Is there another one
Or another day?
[Chorus]
Your throne is empty
But I still got your crown
Your throne is empty
But I’m waiting around
Your throne is empty
But I’m staying in town
Just in case
You come back around
[Verse 2]
We were split in two
When you left that day
Were you thinking you
Always had to stay?
You must’ve had a clue
You could walk away
You didn’t have to
Run away
[Chorus]
Your throne is empty
But I still got your crown
Your throne is empty
But I’m waiting around
Your throne is empty
But I’m staying in town
Just in case
You come back around
Just in case
You come back around (4x)
[Ad lib]
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
Oh, oh, oh!
[Instrumental Outro]
My word is goddess It's not an invitation But a prophecy
Inspired by Folk, Blues, Psychedelic Rock, Krautrock, Electronica, Punk, Industrial, and Noise Rock I make music alone and with friends since 1998.
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